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[23 Aug 2004|12:54am] |
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oh my god i totally forgot i had this freaking lj!!!!! haha its so funny i love this lj!!!!
wow i wonder if anyone will even read this! welllll ..... if i didnt just get a new one i would
start using this one again cause its a wayyyyy cooler name that the_diviner
that name is pooop lol water_my_garden is tightttter than fuck!!!!! hehehehehehe
yeah i like weeeeeeiner and also ......
you can water my garden baby!!!!!!!!!!!
awwwww i love this lj!
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[06 Apr 2004|11:56pm] |
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it seems like ive been asleep or blind or just plain retarded to the facts of life .... that i will have to think about what i do before i do it .... i feel like im leaving some weird life behind .... maybe im just growing up which i know ive been needing for a long time .... even though i always though i was pretty smart with a side of ditz. lol. well hollie isnt around and i miss her. im so proud of melissa for making cheer i honestly didnt even care if anyone else did i just wanted mel to be happy i love you.
now onto my struggles
1)im getting fucking braces tomorrow ...... ima look so fucking goofy and im nad cuz like have you seen my teeth those niggers are straighter then some of these bitches that already had their braces on and off
2)im letting myself walk into a trap with my eyes wide open i feel like an idiot but i cant help the way i feel ..... "you can close your eyes to what you dont want to see but you cant close your heart to what you dont want to feel" my this month moto .... its like this
there was a little girl, lets call her simone well her friend was going on vacation and wanted her to take care of her puppy over the summer b/cuz it couldnt go with her so her mom said she could take care oif it and she did but before she went to pick up the puppy her mother told her "simone you must promise me that when the time comes you will give the puppy back and you wont cry and want to keep it" and simone promise and of course simone was in love with that puppy she would take it everywhere she could and at night when the puppy was in the yard she would dream about that puppy ..... and when the time came she did what her mother had made her promise to do. she didnt cry or pout or plead with her mother to let her keep that puppy she just let it go b/cuz she thought that would be for the best ..... but inside she was dying. she yearned for that little puppy to be with her. she always cried and she was filled with heart ache.... the end.
i am simone ...... and i dont know what i will do when my "puppy" is taken away from me ..... im walking rigt into this heart ache and i wont even stop myself i am about to lose someone that i care about more than life itself and theres nothing i can even do about it.
"in love your able to see anything and everything, your able to climb any moutain,your able to conquor all your fears and doubts, because you have someone that wont judge you in the end, out of love is when your lost, you cant do lfes missions without feeling empty."
i am in phase 1 in a half kinda .... im setting myself up for the biggest blow. for a person thats lost one of the most important things in life ... you'd think i'd be more aware and ready for this .... im not!
love xoxo <3 simone!
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[16 Feb 2004|12:02am] |
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god im so fucking tired of so many people like i just seriously am so happy to have everything i have and dont have right now ..... its all so real ... im at lindseys with P-ONCHO! ALEX, AYSE,LINDS,ANDY,ADAM,JUSTIN LAURER ARRRRRR ,AND NICK were watching american wedding and wating for effin heather to get home from w/f so we can go to partys with her ..... yeah so today is the day! i take back aot of shit ive said about some people but im proud of ayse ...... shes going to rock out with her cock out ....
\and AYSE!
this lil shit here
SHES ALWAYS IN CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you
i miss hollie havent seen her all weekend ... i love you hol!
later babyes!
oh and hollie i wish we would have gotten suspended so we coulda had a party with cindy! i hate cheer and i love dirty dancing since im oh so inapropriate!
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